The Myth of the Clean Slate
We are taught that change must begin with a blank page. A fresh start. A clean slate. As if becoming better requires erasing everything that came before. But your life is not a notebook. It is a living story. And you don’t rip out all the pages because one chapter was painful. You turn the page. For so long, I believed that growth meant starting over. That if I wanted a better life, I had to become a different person altogether. Leave behind the past, forget the missteps, distance myself from versions of me that didn’t get everything right. But life doesn’t work that way. You don’t wake up one day completely new. You wake up aware . And that awareness changes everything. The idea of a clean slate is comforting because it promises relief. It tells us we can undo mistakes, rewrite decisions, and escape the weight of our history. But real transformation is not about escape — it is about integration. You carry your past not as a burden, but as proof that you lived, trie...